Off for a While

Well, I was failing at the weight loss thing anyway, but for the last month or more, I have been SOOOO exhausted. Listless, really! Finally, I got a blood test on Friday, and found out I am anemic. So, I am officially taking some time off to get myself normalized before I try to lose weight---so you will see me back up and running when this anemia is taken care of. Let's hope that is SOON!

Bootilicious! (and not in a good way!)

There is nothing like your plus-size jeans getting tighter, to remind you that your "I don't care" attitude regarding food, is starting to catch up with you.  Why do I always have to lose steam on these diets---right before Spring--when I really would like to be looking better!  Oh well, maybe this is the "low" I needed to get back plugged in.  My motivation has been less than low.  After a week (OK, who am I kidding---WEEKS) of eating whatever I wanted, I am finally starting to see the consequences.  OOPS!  I guess I go from here!  I am definately feeling a little "bootilicious" right now, and not in a good way!

The Return

So, I finally had to return to Weight Watchers, and weigh in once again. I knew that I wouldn't get good news, but it was time to do the right thing and have some accountability. So, yeah, I did gain 2 pounds----and I really need to actually attend the meeting one of these days, that would be most helpful. Anyway, I am starting to realize that this might not be the year I lose 100 pounds, but I have been doing better overall, and have to look at the positive strides and strive to do better. I just hope I can gain the motivation to actually lose some weight again, rather than hope not to gain weight. My motivation is weak, my will is weak. Not good for weight loss. Let's just hope this is a brief detour. Scary how I have power to decide that, and I worry I may continue to make bad choices. The ugly truth---for now.

Fat Girl Playlist

Sometimes we all just need a little humor in this world, so I had to put together a "Fat Girl Playlist". As you can see, I could use some more songs, so if you can think of any that apply, let me know. This is all in good fun, so don't take it too seriously.